友情

我只能说
我对这段友情
感到失望
也许是我自己错
没足够的时间陪你（你们）
haizzzzzzz.........

对不起

我又失败了
又再次得令你失望
对不起
我总是给不到你最好的
总是给不到你想要的
总是让你担心
对不起
别人给到你的
我给不到

完了

因为完全对你投入了感情
我开始对一些无谓的琐碎事而不开心
偶尔会吃下干醋
会突然对你冷冷的
虽然我知道这样是不对
可是我却无法控制
这样的我
我一点都不喜欢
我也真清楚知道
如果我再继续这样下去
我会完全的在你的世界里被淘汰掉
完了

番薯

我就是爱叫你番薯!!!
你越不理我,
我就越要叫你番薯!!! XP

LOST

Totally lost now... And I do not know what should  I do... Honestly... I'm not so happy at home since the day I went to university... Every time I come back home, I can't feel the sense of harmony at home anymore as before... What I just get is tons of mumbling and nagging... Although I understand those words are just a sign of caring... But don't you think that those words are too sharp for me and tend to make my tiny little balloon heart burst??? but as usual, I try to be patient and do not fight back... Till yesterday morning... I do not know what I'm doing and i tend to fight back... As conclusion, I get that it is worse when you fight back... This is because worse come to worst she will put you in a difficult situation... She make me not to go back to my campus for my briefings tonight... Besides, she is telling me to quit from the general committee team... You make me a person who always broke my promise to others... I do not know why is she so cruel to make me give my things... But I'm sorry... I had grown up... I know what I'm doing... I will not let myself to lost my last chance... But I will try to make everything perfect even though everything I do are not good  and they are the worst in the world for you...



PS: Just to tell you that I have my own limit and my own opinion too... Don't claim that everything you call me to do is always right... Humans do always have short coming and aren't perfect... So do not ruin my self confidence, make my fragile heart broke into zillions pieces and try to lower my self esteem as well... It will affect my performance in studies... I beg you... Please do do so... I will highly appreciate you if you do so...