LOST

Totally lost now... And I do not know what should  I do... Honestly... I'm not so happy at home since the day I went to university... Every time I come back home, I can't feel the sense of harmony at home anymore as before... What I just get is tons of mumbling and nagging... Although I understand those words are just a sign of caring... But don't you think that those words are too sharp for me and tend to make my tiny little balloon heart burst??? but as usual, I try to be patient and do not fight back... Till yesterday morning... I do not know what I'm doing and i tend to fight back... As conclusion, I get that it is worse when you fight back... This is because worse come to worst she will put you in a difficult situation... She make me not to go back to my campus for my briefings tonight... Besides, she is telling me to quit from the general committee team... You make me a person who always broke my promise to others... I do not know why is she so cruel to make me give my things... But I'm sorry... I had grown up... I know what I'm doing... I will not let myself to lost my last chance... But I will try to make everything perfect even though everything I do are not good  and they are the worst in the world for you...



PS: Just to tell you that I have my own limit and my own opinion too... Don't claim that everything you call me to do is always right... Humans do always have short coming and aren't perfect... So do not ruin my self confidence, make my fragile heart broke into zillions pieces and try to lower my self esteem as well... It will affect my performance in studies... I beg you... Please do do so... I will highly appreciate you if you do so...